When your baby’s not with you…

I came across this post in our APAS group and right in the middle of work, I welled up. Hello my babies in heaven 🙂

Balot Angel

Reposting this for all mums who have loved and lost.


Message from God

A mother has a baby, this we know is true but God, can you be a mother when your baby’s not with you?

“Yes, you can.” He replied with confidence in his voice. ” I give many women babies, when they leave is not their choice. Some I send for a lifetime; and for others for a day and some I send to feel your womb; but there’s no need to stay.”

I just don’t understand this, God, I want my baby here. He took a breath and cleared his throat; and then I saw a tear.

“I wish I could show you, what your child is doing today. If you could see your child smile with other children and say:

“We go to Earth to learn our lessons of love and life and fear. My Mommy loved me oh so much, I got to come straight here. I feel so lucky to have a mom who had so much love for me I learned my lesson very quickly. My Mommy set me free. I miss my Mommy oh so much: but I visit her each day. When she goes to sleep, on her pillow is where I lay. I stroke her hair and kiss her cheek, and whisper in her ear… Mommy, don’t be sad today, I’m your baby and I’m here…”

“So you see my dear sweet one, your children are okay. Your babies are here in my home; and this is where they’ll stay. They’ll wait for you with me, until your lesson is through and on the day that you come home, they will be at the gates for you. So, now you see what makes a mother… It is the feeling in your heart. It is the love you had so much of, right from the very start….”


2 Responses to “When your baby’s not with you…

  • Great blog sis. Hands down, you have the gift of the pen. Hoping for more updates on your repro-immuno issues. I know how you feel 🙂

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